*epinephrine-eyes

So its been awhile and I figured I would let everyone know whats going on with me right now.....

Anyhow I am all settled in at school, I know its been three months, but its better now than never. I'm living at my own place, and I am LOVING it. Honestly I've been doing more cooking than photography, but that also has to do with me getting acclimated and comfortable with my surroundings. I'm also VERY sick of self portraits, and I am looking for new models (I've found a few, so just hang in there). The weather also has alot to do with it, I drive by places that inspire me all the time. And then there is school and that I have to get a 3.5 to get accepted to the Public Relations program. But all in all I'm ready to start trying new things and shooting new people, but also modeling for other photographers.

Another thing that I wanted to address was my recently having to get someone banned from deviantart. People I am NOT stupid, I will not send you pictures of myself naked, and when you claim you work for Kodak and Ilford, and then get offended when I ask for confirmation and you send me SOMEONE ELSE'S WORK you bet your ass I'm going to call your so called employer to let them know that some asshole is claiming to be an employee to exploit someone AND get you banned. Sorry about that rant guys, it was directed at said asshole who even made up an email address (and probably a name too) to make his whole disgusting scam more believable. I just cannot believe what lengths assholes will go to. On the other hand I am very grateful for the help of the deviantart staff and the continued support of all the people who watch me.

Oh and one more update...today I went to my fourth doctor about my jaw (still locked) and he confirmed I will be needing surgery and physical therapy, hopefully everything works out the first time around and I wont be needing more surgery. The whole thing is scary when two surgeons tell me that it is the worst case of TMJD they have ever seen in a person who is 20 and that the only option at this extremity is surgery.

Alright guys, time for me to go to bed

Much love

p.s. Apparently I am stupid when it comes to journals, does anyone know how to make it spiffy, I always try and get confused....help a girl out